It's Been Too Long.

Certain factors have deterred me from regular posting; this problem has been corrected. I'm hoping to develop [or renew] some regular readers, so if you're one of the 6 people reading this, and think someone will enjoy my blend of rage and muddled logic, please, pass this blog around.

Things that have changed/occurred:
>Gave up programming a while ago. What a fucking chore for so little enjoyment.
>Renewed my love in video games, movies, and books.
>I worked a shitton of hours at Borders. It was bad at first, but I got used to it.
>Broke down a few times for various reasons.
>I dig psychology, but I'm not thinking it's the right path for me.
>I've gotten back into history, mythology, religion, and I'm loving it.
>I'm thinking of becoming a private investigator, or a postman. Just things to think about.
>I've got a few great ideas, and I really want to get into screenwriting.
>I've largely disconnected from the world, I just couldn't take it anymore.
>I started looking into Zen, and I loved it in every way possible.
>I consider myself a Buddhist, although my personal methods differ slightly from standard Zen Buddhism.
>I'm still not happy, but I don't care anymore. I enjoy what I can, and endure what I can't.

With the spirit of the new year in mind, some resolutions for not the new year, but for as long as they serve me:

>Continue on the path of Zen. It's perfect for me.
>Meditate nightly.
>Honor my true self, always respecting who I truly am.
>Be courageous always, live without fear, in order to experience all the life that I've been gifted with.
>Show compassion to absolutely everything; love every single things, as all things existing are extensions of the same orb of life.
>Write for at least 30 minutes each night.
>Learn everything that I want to learn
>Fight, until the everlasting victory.

That's what I have for now. Happy new year.