Denouement

It's over, and that's finally sinking in. I had a bit of a panic attack right before the burnout, but it's all cool now. I'm just done searching now. I'm no longer putting any effort into it, because fate is just better at this game than I am. This blind hopeless remanticism of mine just causes too much grief.

This should be fun.

It's become apparent that I cannot work in any profession that sets my hours. I really need to be in control of when I work and when I don't. I'd go insane with a 9-5 gig. I'm sure the stability is great for some, but I would likely abscond after a couple of weeks. I'm really thinking psychology is a good choice; I would technically be my own boss, the money would make me more than secure, I can help people, I'd feel really cool getting into the heads of my patients; each one a unique puzzle to solve, and It would satisfy my peacemaker personality, as I'd be bringing people the ability to deal with themselves.

I recently took a very accurate personality test on the BBC website. Try it if you like. My results (which I agree with) declare that I am a peacemaker. I think I'm pretty good with that idea. I'd like to think that I'm just here to help others get along, enjoy their lives more.


There's room at the top, they are telling you still.
But first you must learn how to smile as you kill.
If you want to be like the folks on the hill.